Supposedly heading to Toolangi today to spend a few days helping out with blockading. But maybe it’ll be tmrw, dunno, we’ve got an unreliable ride but preferrably now.

Pretty excited because I’ll be getting out of the city for a few days and doing something I’ve been interested in/wanting to do for some time now. And I’m going without Shannon which will be good for me, my independence, which I barely have a grip on most days. (No he’s not controlling, I’m just lacking in that department)

But mostly things are just getting a bit much for me here. I need to escape being couped up with a bunch of intense and emotional people who all try to stop each other from falling apart, while barely keeping it together themselves. A sometimes vices become vice grips, and the people you know aren’t even those people, and that confidence that they have and you want isn’t even real, and it’s all just too much to bare. It’s too much of a head fuck for such sensitive minded specimens like myself.